Why i do.... What i do... :(

Every time I start thinking about you…I think why I do what I do,

Though it’s hard to hold on you… but still I always do.

What ever goes wrong I think it will be fine tomorrow,

Tomorrow comes and instead it brings sorrow,

I always think positive and wait until I will find a way,

But colours of my life are fading and everything is getting grey,

Each moment of my day I think about you,

You talk to me, I get some illusion but I feel it so true,

I have so many feelings which are hurting me inside,

Faith and truth are going to collide.

Someone said everything is fair in love and war,

And so I can do anything but I am afraid of mar,

My life is the empty sky and you are the only star,

I wanna win your heart but why I am only up to par,

I am trying to come more and more near to you,

But inside of my heart I feel you are going far and far.

I need your head on my shoulder and wanna feel you are mine,

I will leave everything for you & will always keep you divine,

I know some dreams are just for be dreams,

And to make them true you need real bloodstreams,

I wanna forget you and wanna make you as a past,

I try hard and harder then feel good things never last,

I will loose you one day with all my tears,

And then life will be easy just like yesteryears.

Every time I start thinking about you…I think why I do what I do,

Though it’s hard to hold on you… but still I always do.