Change...

Some one Told me.... "Change is the only Constant thing in this whole World" .... Here just identifying the changes ....

25th Sept, 2004 ...

A guy is facing first mid term exams of his B. Tech, where he is horrified of facing test because it would be first time he would be facing exams in ENGLISH and he doesn't know what's going to happen.... Studied a lot that time and Any how faced exams and wrote something something and scored satisfactory... No Space for girls ...

25th Sept, 2005 ...

III Semester Begun, Friends from first year are separated among different trades.... Now facing difficulties handling subjects without friends made in first year, so new friends came up.... This sept is more cool than the previous one.... Started enjoying study and doing less study this time....Brought first mobile of life .... Tiny space for girls ...

25th Sept, 2006 ...

Just finished the most enjoyed and learnt, Professional Training on Linux Administration, which could never have forgotten in whole life ... Enjoyment increased, started doing those things which were never supposed to ... Anyhow Skills came up and study decreased .... Started exploring home town first time ... Friends got their own priorities ... late night parties started ... Space for Girls Increased :)

25th Sept, 2007 ...

Finished Most Boring and worst professional training on VB.NET .... Life became so cool , Least space for study .... Most memorable time of whole life is going on ... So many Trips ... unforgettable nights ... Incredible moments ... Adventures ... Only one thing in mind, let time stop here :) ... Time never stopped ... Tension for placement is running in mind as a daemon process ...

15th July, 2008 ...

College time finished ... everyone is getting separated everyone having own plans in mind ... but here no plans :D .... Just feeling alone without friends, without their rooms , with having nights at home .....

2nd Aug, 2008 ...

Sudden plan got executed and started Travelling towards Bangalore ... To find Something , belief in God , Belief in Destiny , Believing own selves , Support from family .... Destiny has shown what it had, Fine of Rs 500 in Train ... Came Bangalore ...No rooms Available ... Struggling to get a shade over head ... Finally got a room, which may scare anyone ... Never thought of staying in that kind of room ... But nothing could be done ...

Time After 4th Aug, 2008 ...

Each day with a new hope , with new experience, with new failure, with different emotions .... Days were like hell ... Studying like never did before ... a single Aim ... Single Desire ..No Space for Girls ... No friends to support with ...

22nd Sept,2008 ...

4 offer letters in hand ... 3 joining's at 22nd Sept ... living the dream ... Happiest moments ... "Beggars could never be choosers" - So that guy was never a beggar :) .... Ready to enter in a new world .... Professional one ... with new desires ... Filling bunches of documents, realising the value of signature :) ...

25th sept 2008 ...

Induction Started ... relief on face ... feeling the warmness of IT ... and then Training Started, Learning started , New Fun Started .... Feeling happiness in Bangalore ... proving the skills .... New Friends ... Different Experience ...

Dec, 2008 and Afterwords ...

Company has changed the domain from Development to Infrastructure .... A shock came up ... Unsatisfaction ... Regretion for joining this one ... Started learning Infrastructure ... New opportunities , Understanding Business Processes ... New hopes .... Coooool Mentors ....who made things easy to understand and shown confidence :) ... Started working ... Started earning appreciations ... Came up with 2nd Best Performer(Internal Associates only) ...

25th Sept, 2009 ...

2000 + job Seekers

60+ Offered

2+ Locations

10+ Teams

25+ Tracks

7+ Reporting Managers

11+ Salaries

2,00,000+ Cash in hand

&

1 Year Experience

Perfect in the work ... Celebrating 1 year, memorising the moments ... Sitting idle on desk ... Thanking to God ...

Junior Unix Specialist

Girish Grover

Regretion...

Never Regret for something we have done because at one time we have done what we wanted most.....

Just Suppose......

I like a girl too much who is one of mah friend not even close but just friend. I am afraid to tell her that i like her coz I think that if she would not be liking me that it will be embarrassing for me but still I can't stop myself liking her.... one fine day I was not able to stop myself and I told her that I like her and here the main moment came....she didn't said anything but she said everything...after that she stopped taking calls, msgs and finally a deep silence with regretion .

I am always thinking why i have done this, it hurted her and me too. I can't do anything because that regretion will be running in my mind, my body language will show the same thing coz i lost that which i dreamt to achieve.

So here is the Regretion if we really cares.

People often do the things and than thinks ohh i made a mistake when they have no chance to improve the things. This is human nature, we always understand after the mistake but the thing is, did I really do the mistake? and if we just opposite the situation if she said to me that she also likes but she didn't tell, than i would be the happiest person and would think I made the right decision.

Now if we see in both cases the common thing is decision. The thing which effected me was the result, which might bring regretion or happiness.

if the result was not what we wanted than why there should be a regretion because at one time we have done what we wanted most.... so just live the life the way it is going, do whatever you want because time is not gonna come back for you and have a smiley on your face instead of sadness... :D :D

Just Remember : Never Regret for somthing we have done because at one time we have done what we wanted most.....

And now stop supposing things and don't kill me for this post......coz i do not have any Regretion coz i posted this one........hehehehhehehe

I Love You....Sad Heart

I know i m not the one you want,

But i m the one who want you always

I know i m not best for you,

But i will always give my best to you

I know i m not the cutest one like you,

But still i m not the worst one

I know m meant nothing to you,

But just imagine you meant everything to me

I know i irritate you always,

But i really can't stop myself

I know you don't care's for me,

But here is someone really cares for you

I know you don't have feelings for me,

But i really do believe in miracles

I know God hates me,

But still i go to him every day for you

I know i really don't deserve you,

But what to do , I really Love you.