Journey to home ---- Part 1 :) :D :D

Hey friends literally i don't have words how the exact experience was because i can feel the warmness of it and every time when you feel something so deep in your heart, you can't build it with words ...Same here :)

And the post is quite long, might be boring for you but every time am gonna read this post, i believe i will be lost in this...

So i was going to my home after 7 typical months. Most different and unusual thing about this journey was, i was going to surprise my family.

So i have started my journey at 8AM early Morning. Got into volvo where i was alone running towards airport, actually i was the only passenger in that bus so i started reading a novel. Bus was going towards airport and at next stop a cute looking girl entered at our bus, Overburdened with her luggage. She wanted to put her that huge suitcase at the luggage carrier which was approx 2 feet higher by footpoint. She tried 2 times to pull that suitcase till 2 feet higher but we all know girls and their power, So she failed twice. And finally she looked at me with some hope and i helped her to pull and put her suitcase on the carrier. She gifted me a pretty smile, said thanks and took her seat. As we all know boys, if some girl will give them a pretty smile they will think that girl is fallen is love with them. hehehe...... I stared at her twice and thrice but i didn't got any positive sign or expression at her face, So i thought yaar ladkia aisi hi hoti hai, leave her now.

I again started reading novel. Time went fine, we reached at airport at 10 and then i went to CCD to have something and keep my stomach silent. Then check-in was started, i went for check-in and it was quite awesome to saw that girl again, just in front of me in king-fisher's queue. Yeahh men, We were going to have same flight. I just gave a light comment to her if she need some more help with her suitcase(boys always do) and she gave that pretty smile again.

She got her boarding pass and it was my turn now. That executive asked me if i have some problem with window seat, i said everyone just loves it and i would be pleased if you'll give me that. He told me that not everyone loves it, that previous girl(Same girl) had refused it. I thought she might be scared of seeing at earth from that much hight but whatever!!! i am not gonna have any talk with her now.

Now everyone have to wait till boarding to get started, i saw her there sitting idle on the chair, i ignored her and set on a chair quite far from her and started doing some crap work on laptop. After some time boarding started, i purchased some chocolates from a shop and went to get boarded. In between all of this she was lost somewhere. Finally i entered into Kingfisher-3219, Kind air hostess told me where my seat was and i was all set at my favorite window seat. I was seeing all incoming passengers ans just having a thought who will be my neighbour. I wished to god for few people(obviously girls) to make them my neighbour while they were entering into flight but my bad luck all of those passed away.

All of a sudden i saw a black,fat,bad looking girl and i started praying strongly to god, hey god please don't let her be, don't let her be , don't let her be my neighbour. But destiny never changes, She was confidently coming towards my row and bullshit men, she set beside me, So no more expectations now, i started looking out of window(at least i had window, was happy about it).

If fortune knocks your door when you are hopeless, you can't describe that feeling, Same happened to me. I saw that pretty girl again, entering in, she was looking quite fresh(might washed her face, and so she was lost) and what is this man, she was coming towards our row only, i though she might got third seat. And i made a picture, Me at first seat, she at third and that black,fat girl in between us....ohhh what the crap yaaar. But actual twist came up, when she said that black,fat girl that if she was sure that she have same seat. That black girl checked her boarding pass again and ooops there was a mistake, mistakenly she set at forth row, she was in third row middle seat. Now she have to leave this seat for that pretty girl and happened the same. Now picture was changed me at window seat and that pretty girl was my neighbour. My cheeks were blushing, i was happy and i thought - No one can change your destiny, you are gonna get a good journey, my heart was doing balle balle.

Now i had to start the talk, i offered her if she wanted to sit at window seat. She said NO, i am afraid of hight and we started talking each other. All of a sudden another twist happened, a foreigner lady interrupted us and asked me if i was sure that i had the same seat, i confidently told her "YES" and she went back to air hostess. Now I checked my boarding pass again just to confirm about seat but what the f**k yaar, i did the same mistake as black lady. I was at the 3rd row,window seat(again i had to sit with that fat lady).....I again thought - No one can change your destiny and suddenly i laughed at myself. Now it was all set for everyone, i was sitting with that fat girl and that foreigner lady was sitting with that pretty girl. My sweet dreams were broken and destiny just played with me. And after that i had a silent journey, i thought to have some talk with that pretty girl after landing. At 2:30 flight got landed, all passengers came at air-port and she was missing. I waited for 10 more mins to have a good sight but she was disappeared and all over......... :( :(

You Can't Help Your Destiny :)

2012

Some people find it interesting, some may find it quite horrible....But no one knows the future...

Predictions...Assumptions....Belief.....What's going to happen....will we be alive???...ohh Men my brain gonna blast....

Human...the sharpest creature on the earth, we started our journey when we didn't know what the bloody hell is this place, what we are, why we are, who we are....and brain which always digs around and learning is the best practice. we learnt how to live, how to survive, how to rule and how to destroy. We are in 21st century, the world of engineering, the world of technologies. we know all the fatal's which we have seen but what about those which are unseen....Here comes nature.

We don't know what gonna happen just after a single second, So human became proactive and after opening the pages of our past...this is the time to turn on the future...

We don't know what we don't know!!!!!!!!

21 Dec, 2012........End of World.....The DooM's Day....The Judgement Day.

Mayan calendar ends at 21st Dec 2012, which is the longest aged one and the age is 5125 years and they tried to make it further but every process got failed. So???? if calenders are not there can't we live?

Some organization says sun gonna be our enemy, some says some thing gonna hit earth, some says war may take place......but anyhow it is gonna happen and we all gonna die..

So now...As we all gonna die what should we do???

some will do suicide that we don't wanna see that day....faces would be scary....time would be critical....and no one knows what we may do to escape.

But who knows..we may not die, we'll stay alive happily as we are doing.

I remember a Hindi quote -- " Chinta akal ko kha jati hai..."

So not to take "chinta" :) ......

Hope is the best thing which could never die...and expectations never ends. without life nothing would be interesting on the earth, So stay here guys...our life just started and let's have a party on the doom's day.....

I always think we should not care what is going to happen, just think what is happening and so enjoy the time what we have, don't waste by thinking why we'll loose it.

And finally Marna to sabi ko hai yaaro....chahe 2012 ho ya 2021.....So jio jee bhar ke.....

Jindagi teri talash muje aaj bhi hai,

Har lamha jo tune dia, gumaan uspe aaj bhi hai

lagta nhi kabi marne se darr,

bayaan karu kaise teri chahat ko,dil me basa ye arma aaj bhi hai

jindagi tera bharosa nhi muje,

par jeeta hu tuje ye aitbaar muje aaj bhi hai.

Buss chhod na dun jeena kahi marne se pehele,

khawabo ka kaarwaa mere pass aaj bhi hai.

Ant nhi nikat sabka itna,

Ae khuda tujpe itna vishvaas aaj bhi hai.

:) .....hehehe...pata ni kya likha hai upar...Samajh me nhi aa raha hai..agr samajh aae to muje b samjhana.....

Gud night :D

Destiny....

Humara koi Bhavishey nhi likha gaya hai , Humara aj hi humare aane wale kal ki rachna karta hai...........Kaash mai in baato par yakeen kar pata !!!!

People won't believe on the Destiny but still they will say - " Jo b hota hai Achhe k liye hota hai "

So everywhere there is a confusion Do we really some Destiny kind of thing or Do we not ?? None of us could give the ans of this question.

It really depends on our experience what we got in our life. So here i am, who strongly believes on the destiny.

Or we can simply say that everything was previously planned then what we are doing here. Are we really a part of game or we are just executing instructions. Just take a moment and have a look at your life. And then think about the most precious moments came or most worst moments came in out life. We'll catch a common thing in both that we have done nothing or if we have done anything then that was for anything else but anyhow these results came.

A job seeker smoking at a shop fully frustrated and full of negative thoughts because he is going home tomorrow without job. where as he has tried his most to get it and truly deserves also. And suddenly one of his friend comes and says that there is a walkin in a MNC. he says "yaar vaise b kal ghar jana hai, chal fir b tere sath chal lete hai, time pass ho jaega thoda " and goes in the walkin but the only fortune was he took 1 copy of his resume from his mail id. Sits for written test, after 30 minutes of technical interview which was very bad but don't know anyhow cleared and cleared HR too with poor performance where he failed to give his intro in a straight way and told that tomorrow he is going to home. And the result was He got selected.

A guy sleeping at his home enjoying nice movie, somehow he thinks that lets go out for ice cream and he goes at the usual place from where he usually takes the ice cream. But again a sudden thought came-up in the mind - let's try another shop today. Just 10 minutes later he received a news of bomb blast at his usual ice cream parlor. Then he thought thank god i am having ice cream here today.

What is this????

This is what DESTINY......

I am not saying that destiny is something which is written there in criss-cross lines at our palms or at our forehead but this is a kind of supernatural power which is controlling each and everything in this whole world. And if each and everything is controlled by someone else in this world then what the hell we are doing here. Just take a moment and think, we have limited thoughts. We can't think beyond the things we have seen anywhere. We can't imagine things also by our own. We can only those things which we have seen anywhere. These are things which always comes in my mind. And the ans is each man is here to execute a part of code nothing more then that. So enjoy your part readers.....

You are luckey

If no one loves you , No one cares for you and No one likes you ....Then you are the luckiest person of this world ... Because in this case No one will cry because of you :) :) So just learn to be happy in each and every situation, Each thing in our life has its own reason.

Change...

Some one Told me.... "Change is the only Constant thing in this whole World" .... Here just identifying the changes ....

25th Sept, 2004 ...

A guy is facing first mid term exams of his B. Tech, where he is horrified of facing test because it would be first time he would be facing exams in ENGLISH and he doesn't know what's going to happen.... Studied a lot that time and Any how faced exams and wrote something something and scored satisfactory... No Space for girls ...

25th Sept, 2005 ...

III Semester Begun, Friends from first year are separated among different trades.... Now facing difficulties handling subjects without friends made in first year, so new friends came up.... This sept is more cool than the previous one.... Started enjoying study and doing less study this time....Brought first mobile of life .... Tiny space for girls ...

25th Sept, 2006 ...

Just finished the most enjoyed and learnt, Professional Training on Linux Administration, which could never have forgotten in whole life ... Enjoyment increased, started doing those things which were never supposed to ... Anyhow Skills came up and study decreased .... Started exploring home town first time ... Friends got their own priorities ... late night parties started ... Space for Girls Increased :)

25th Sept, 2007 ...

Finished Most Boring and worst professional training on VB.NET .... Life became so cool , Least space for study .... Most memorable time of whole life is going on ... So many Trips ... unforgettable nights ... Incredible moments ... Adventures ... Only one thing in mind, let time stop here :) ... Time never stopped ... Tension for placement is running in mind as a daemon process ...

15th July, 2008 ...

College time finished ... everyone is getting separated everyone having own plans in mind ... but here no plans :D .... Just feeling alone without friends, without their rooms , with having nights at home .....

2nd Aug, 2008 ...

Sudden plan got executed and started Travelling towards Bangalore ... To find Something , belief in God , Belief in Destiny , Believing own selves , Support from family .... Destiny has shown what it had, Fine of Rs 500 in Train ... Came Bangalore ...No rooms Available ... Struggling to get a shade over head ... Finally got a room, which may scare anyone ... Never thought of staying in that kind of room ... But nothing could be done ...

Time After 4th Aug, 2008 ...

Each day with a new hope , with new experience, with new failure, with different emotions .... Days were like hell ... Studying like never did before ... a single Aim ... Single Desire ..No Space for Girls ... No friends to support with ...

22nd Sept,2008 ...

4 offer letters in hand ... 3 joining's at 22nd Sept ... living the dream ... Happiest moments ... "Beggars could never be choosers" - So that guy was never a beggar :) .... Ready to enter in a new world .... Professional one ... with new desires ... Filling bunches of documents, realising the value of signature :) ...

25th sept 2008 ...

Induction Started ... relief on face ... feeling the warmness of IT ... and then Training Started, Learning started , New Fun Started .... Feeling happiness in Bangalore ... proving the skills .... New Friends ... Different Experience ...

Dec, 2008 and Afterwords ...

Company has changed the domain from Development to Infrastructure .... A shock came up ... Unsatisfaction ... Regretion for joining this one ... Started learning Infrastructure ... New opportunities , Understanding Business Processes ... New hopes .... Coooool Mentors ....who made things easy to understand and shown confidence :) ... Started working ... Started earning appreciations ... Came up with 2nd Best Performer(Internal Associates only) ...

25th Sept, 2009 ...

2000 + job Seekers

60+ Offered

2+ Locations

10+ Teams

25+ Tracks

7+ Reporting Managers

11+ Salaries

2,00,000+ Cash in hand

&

1 Year Experience

Perfect in the work ... Celebrating 1 year, memorising the moments ... Sitting idle on desk ... Thanking to God ...

Junior Unix Specialist

Girish Grover

Regretion...

Never Regret for something we have done because at one time we have done what we wanted most.....

Just Suppose......

I like a girl too much who is one of mah friend not even close but just friend. I am afraid to tell her that i like her coz I think that if she would not be liking me that it will be embarrassing for me but still I can't stop myself liking her.... one fine day I was not able to stop myself and I told her that I like her and here the main moment came....she didn't said anything but she said everything...after that she stopped taking calls, msgs and finally a deep silence with regretion .

I am always thinking why i have done this, it hurted her and me too. I can't do anything because that regretion will be running in my mind, my body language will show the same thing coz i lost that which i dreamt to achieve.

So here is the Regretion if we really cares.

People often do the things and than thinks ohh i made a mistake when they have no chance to improve the things. This is human nature, we always understand after the mistake but the thing is, did I really do the mistake? and if we just opposite the situation if she said to me that she also likes but she didn't tell, than i would be the happiest person and would think I made the right decision.

Now if we see in both cases the common thing is decision. The thing which effected me was the result, which might bring regretion or happiness.

if the result was not what we wanted than why there should be a regretion because at one time we have done what we wanted most.... so just live the life the way it is going, do whatever you want because time is not gonna come back for you and have a smiley on your face instead of sadness... :D :D

Just Remember : Never Regret for somthing we have done because at one time we have done what we wanted most.....

And now stop supposing things and don't kill me for this post......coz i do not have any Regretion coz i posted this one........hehehehhehehe

I Love You....Sad Heart

I know i m not the one you want,

But i m the one who want you always

I know i m not best for you,

But i will always give my best to you

I know i m not the cutest one like you,

But still i m not the worst one

I know m meant nothing to you,

But just imagine you meant everything to me

I know i irritate you always,

But i really can't stop myself

I know you don't care's for me,

But here is someone really cares for you

I know you don't have feelings for me,

But i really do believe in miracles

I know God hates me,

But still i go to him every day for you

I know i really don't deserve you,

But what to do , I really Love you.

Time Matters.....

So Came back with a new one.......This is the one for which everyone has different feelings, kind of which you can never forget, kind of which will bring some tears, kind of which will fill you by excitement, kind of you will say ohhh God Kaash wo time vapus aa jae........

I Still Remember that day when I entered in the college first time and i was horrified of ragging as well excited and little bit nervous but that was a great day. And all different faces were there, just staring at each other. As m an introvert guy I didn't speak much to people around me and was serious. I got ragged in our college bus and I danced on the song "Kabhi mere sath koi raat bitaa" by Murder and for me it was so Embarrassing. As I was an average Hindi medium student who was never interested in studies, anyhow came in Engg and here my future was in trouble coz I was terrified of each and everything came in English now. So I started studying and fortunately I got some cool friends who helped me a lot in mah studies and here the actual lyf began.

All those faces which were staring at each other became friends n now they were laughing at and with each other. And we were 7 in those all having different branches, different classes, different places, different religions but same thinking became good friends. Time always runs constantly, you can’t stop it, can’t make it fast or slow. My feelings were different; I was jus flying with time and those good friends which time has given to me. I was not attending classes now, each day we were having trips to different places, not thinking what’s gonna happen with my studies coz I had confidence in mah friends that we are gonna make it.

I can’t calculate how much I visited outside and having fun before mah college days but still I believe that it would be lesser than I did in those 4 years, in fact I can say I got real taste of lyf, that taste which wasn't having sour memories all I have is spicy and sweet.

And as time passed it was the time to say bye to each other as each one has a different direction to go. And though I came here in Bangalore to search where my destiny was. Searched for a job for approx 40 days and those were the most crazy and worst days of mah lyf I have ever seen. Finally got into this company and again some staring eyes, stranger's and an introvert guy, but this time it was very quick to talk with people and let people talk to me. Got some good friends again but don't have any number to say. We had good outings and a huge photography of each and every moment to catch. But stills m missing those days, Still tear comes when I think about those days, those friends, missing those moments when I had nothing but I had something and Now I have something better but I have nothing worst even. Working in this company from almost 1 yr but have nothing in my palms to show what I achieved more then an artificial smile on mah face and sum attitude.

And sitting in the corner of mah room m thinking about where that damm time is lost and the only thing came in mah mind is TIME MATTER's ..... Though we never care or cared about it.

The Independence Day...

Hi Friends....This is the first post m posting on this blog...

I have never done it before, so here I m quite afraid......

So today 15th august the BIG day in our country, our whole country is celebrating its 62nd anniversary of independence. It was really a BIG day 40-50 years before and at that time people were excited about the day and they knew the value of the day coz they have seen how they got this most valuable freedom, they have seen the freedom fighter's, they have seen the color of blood. And now in today's world where there is revolution in each and every field, we have changed the meaning of Independence Day. We are happy not because it is Independence Day but because it will be a holiday. Just one day before we buy the flags, but we don't know the meaning of the flag, we don't know what should be the procedure for making up and down the flag. At this day by proud we'll say I love my India, proud to be an Indian and next day we'll throw the flags out, within a day that flag which was proud of our cubicle will be converted in crap. Our leader's will give a long speech but they won't be knowing the meaning of that and definitely that would be in ENGLISH, that English to which we learn to salute from our childhood.

Once if we think, so are we really free?? Do we really deserve freedom?? Are we really caring for what we got?? If we all got freedom then why corruption is ruling the India, why unemployment is ruling the world, why we are depending on world banks while in the whole world India is having most millionaire’s. WHY????? Again India is in wrong hands but the only difference is this time those hands are Indian. Is it the real India of which our freedom fighter had Dream's.


India need a revolution again to get out of the wrong hands, for not to be dependent on other's. India need young minds again. Just think, we are from India and India is by us. One golden day will come and where nothing will be there to rule, each one will be happy, every one will be the hero of India’s freedom. And then we'll celebrate the real INDEPENDENCE DAY each day. JAGO BHARAT JAGO....

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