Why when i know all...

Why I wait for you, every time

Why I die, to hear your voice 

Why I always want to make u mine

When I know the truth, we are different like water and wine

I know all we will be never be one

I don’t know why this thought always comes

 I don’t know that I belong to you or not 

The only thing I will say forget me not

We will be friends till the end of life

That relation would be pure as divine

With filling each other's heart with beautiful smile J

एक अदनी सी जिंदगी ...

एक अदनी सी जिंदगी जिसमें हर और ख्वाहिशें कुचली जाती हैं

रौशनी की किरणें भी क्यों धकेल कर अँधेरे में ही ले जातीं हैं

जब होना न था तुम्हे पूरा तो क्यों तमन्ना जाग उठी

पल दो पल की खुशियाँ दे फिर दर्द की राग उठी

मुझे ऐ जिंदगी मेरा कुसूर बता दे

मोहब्बत न हो कभी इतना गुरूर दिला दे

या तो मुझे जीने ही न दे

या फिर ऐसे जीने की उसूल सिखा दे ||

I won't cry

When I see back I see it blank
The hope which was struggling is finally dead
Forgetting you so soon is very hard
To stop my tears there is no guard
But this time I won’t break
For my own sake ... I won’t cry

I would be happy if you were mine
Life would have been full of rhyme
But here I am alone
Just in sentence of my crime
But this time I won’t break
For my own sake ... I won’t cry

I lost you...

Yesterday night while seeing your pictures

I thought if I could hold you tight

Wanted real presence of yours

Which I could catch in my sight

A silent tear rolled out of my eyes

And I realised … I lost you

Regret is the only feeling which I feel everyday

Feelings which I have are not easy to say

The only thing I know I didn’t deserve this pain

I had something real which is flowing in my vein

My heart you took and broke it badly

Something which hurt me so deadly

I looked at your smiling face, tried out find out why

It was all I could do, to not to begin cry

While sleeping if look at the sky

I could make your picture and feel like cry

On bed I thought who is my best buddy?

Who do I love the most?

And I realised … I lost you

Feeling this much pain

Thought someone I could have

Who could feel me, make me laugh and smile

Walk with me for a longer mile

And I realised … I lost you

Death is the only way...

Seeing you going far from me..

Unexpressed pain...make me feel

I was never born to be loved..

Alone on the path

Just for sake of life

Unloved emotionless life just going on

Who will give everything just to quench the thirst of a real smile

The only wish of life which remained in heart

If you could ever understand my love

Even just for few moments

But the smile on your face

Makes me feel

You don’t need me…

And the time makes me realised…

That death is the only way…

I miss old days...

I miss old days….

When everything was so easy

When we used to go for outings and never had a camera

Those fights to come in middle of picture

When rs 500 were enough to have a grand party

I miss old days…

When except exams there were no more tensions

When for a party we used to eat someone’s mind

When we jumped on each other within a single peg

When love was just another joke…

I miss old days…

When an 80cc bike was no lesser than hayabusa

When computer was only for movies and songs

When girls were just in late night discussions

When party meant to be whole night masti…

I never thought this day will come

So many cameras but none to fight

So many parties but no fun

So many friends but no one for you

I miss old days….when we lived the life…