Miscellaneous Thoughts

Why in this cruel world we never get the thing we desire most strongly. May be the reason is god always loves crying faces and falling tears. May be god always wanna be more and more powerful. He makes a person to cry, so people should come to him and pray something they desire, which increases the power of god. But god need to understand the more tears will come outside the more eyes will get dry and then there will be nothing named hope, wishes and happiness. And if he can not understand this then he does not deserved to be the GOD. May be god will be more happy that time. Wishing God to have the sad world to rule, stay happy and to be more powerful.  

The only thing we need to learn in our life is how to stay happy while you have nothing to stay happy or you have everything to stay happy.

The only thing which is constant in our whole life is Change. The sooner we will learn to accept changes the sooner we will learn to stay happy. So go ahead and accept the changes happily.

The only thing which will never leave us alone is our loneliness. People say that loneliness is the best friend too. So whenever you feel sad or hurt don’t share it with anyone just feel it when you are alone, May be it will be painful but it will lead you towards success and happiness.

Love You Mom :)

Oh my dear god...

Am thankful to you, you are here with me in form of mother...

My only wish is let’s always be together

i find you doing everything for me...

No matter how difficult that's gonna be

Don’t know how you know what I need

And you just give it to me without any greed

To make me sleep you were singing a song

No matter I was taking time too much long

You told me so many stories on stars

You were keeping me safe you were shadowing me under wars

Whoever i see whoever I meet, I feel you are the best

You are the one and all apart are rest

Thanks for being my mother...I will never make you any other

On this mother's day...I wanna let you know...i love you so much my mother :)

Oh my dear god...

Am thankful to you, you are here with me in form of mother...

My only wish is let’s always be together J J

Desires Continues...!!

The other name of life is DESIRE. Desires make us breathe, impatient, stirring & keep operational.

We are human and every human being has so many desires, no one knows how many of those are going to get complete and how many are not to. We survive our existence with optimism and desperation towards our desires. We are living here on earth, where each individual is self-centred and hungry for there desires.

I am sitting at my chair and it is 4AM midnight, thinking about the life how it is changed completely but I do have a thing which is still the same and that thing is desire. Desire’s to achieve, Desire’s to win, Desire’s to Desire.

Not able to understand human nature. When I was small I had desire to come out from school, when I became quite younger I had desire to come out of the college and  I finally started my job but I still have desire to quit my job and do something else. Before celebrating the achievement of completion of one desire we will get another subsequent one. I don't understand why I get these and i am damm sure if I will quit my job and do something else, I will get some desire there too. 

If God really exists s/he must be laughing at our nature that how do we do and appeal again again and again to get fulfilled our silly desire's, matter of fact is we never say Thanks too :) until and unless we realize that it wasn't done by our own effort or we really didn't even deserve what we got.

Anyway even after knowing everything we can't rule anything. Even right now I have one strongest desire and I have a sense this is my last one ;) But who have seen the future.

Restless brain...Need some satisfaction...Need something badly...

"I wanna go there where no one has desires...Life is the greatest gift, wanna live it before it expires..." 

Missing you :( :(

Sitting lonely at the chair...Thinking about the past

Thinking about you...Thinking about my wish...will that come true?

It’s been a short time I met with you...it’s been a short time I talk with you

It’s been a short time I saw you...but that’s my heart knows how long it is for me

I open my cell and your name comes up there...though I was trying to do something else

I open my mouth to speak and your name comes at my tongue...though I was trying to speak something else

And that time I feel...How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Every time I open my system...I wanna see your picture...though I don’t have any...

I want you more and more, close and close...just hoping you won't deny

Whenever my eyelashes meet...they create your picture smiling at a beautiful site

I become so happy...my face glows and glows....and I feel like a kite

And that time I feel...How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Whenever we are apart...I wish you could see my heart

But I keep telling my heart...no worries our soles are not apart

I know we will meet very soon...your memories are just feeding the spoon

But deep in my heart...I feel sounds calling you...and all loneliness without you

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Without you I see myself as a body without soul....and life looks likes as an empty bowl

Without you I feel like i am standing in the hell....and you are the one for whom I yell

Without you there is no meaning of my smile, feelings and happiness…

My life looks like crap and whole things there like mess...

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

I remember the time you spent with me...My smile gets broader and broader

I have belief at god...though he tests me harder and harder

I miss you that much I don't have words to say...I believe both of us will be together one day

More I think of you...More I weep…More I think of you…You enter more deep

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Sitting lonely at the chair...Thinking about the past

Thinking about you...Thinking about my wish...will that come true?

Oh...My sweet Home..!!

Oh my sweet home I am missing you too much, I see people going home and my heart goes down

I remember all those sweet and precious moments I had there, I never thought while leaving i will miss you this much here

You have nothing special to be admired...Just a place to stay with family

But it is the place where I spent my whole life, shared all the bad and good time with you

I remember the fights I had with my siblings...and you were the best one among all buildings

Though roofs were leaking under heavy rain...But you never brought me loneliness and pain

I think of you and my grand-mom comes in my mind....and I remember no one will be anywhere so kind

The place where someone was giving me bed tea's ...and each of my silly demand was making them tease

We played almost all the games... I remember our funny activities and silly aims

Feeling there the fresh air there in my vain...I don’t know when I will come there to feel it again

It was very good to run for catching a kite...and roaming here and there in dark when there was no light

I admit I participated in all games of dolls...and we jumped high walls to find our lost balls

I still have the taste of grandma's cooking... All things were so tasty and we were never boozing

I loved you so much that I never wanted to leave you even for going school...because home was the only place where I can rule

There is no place like you...where some one feels like so true...

Where someone can have the real rest....among all the places I visited you are the best

Now to reach to my home is not so ease...but that place really brings me the real peace

oh my sweet home there is no place like you....Oh my sweet home there is no place like you

I wanna come back so soon....I wanna come back so soon!!

Oh my sweet home I am missing you too much, I see people going home and my heart goes down

I remember all those sweet and precious moments I had there, I never thought while leaving i will miss you this much here

My Elegant Friend :)

Oh my elegant friend your smile is so sweet

Every time I think of you and I wanna meet

You are the most beautiful girl in my world

You always look me like independent bird

I see your face and there is a different grace

You have the beautiful nature that no one can trace

My face is full of gladness when I talk to you

I just think of you and my poem comes out of the flue

I bet you are the one with I can everything share

I would lie to you that would be very rare

Everything you think always has a deep meaning

And you are so sweet, to talk with you I don't need any tuning

You smile, you laugh and whatever you talk

Whatever you speak I always wanna hark

For looking beautiful you don’t need any season

For explaining these things about you I don't have any reason

You have so many things that you only own

The one I can write about is you are alone

You are the only gorgeous who never pretend

To stay happy in my life I just need your hand

Oh my elegant friend your smile is so sweet

Every time I think of you and I wanna meet

I wanna go....

I wanna go there where are no dreams to dream

Everything is planned an you have to act like a machine

I wanna go there where is no trust and no care

Whatever get break anyone could repair

I wanna go there where is no word like expectation

And for getting release of your tension you don’t need meditation

I wanna go there where is no happiness and no sorrows

You don't have anyone with you, not even your shadows

I wanna go there where you don't have any freedom don't have any passion

You won’t get hurt and you won’t have any expression

I wanna go there where are no smiles and no tears

No one have enemies and no one have dears

I wanna go there where no one can see your tear

You can weep easily and no one comes near

I wanna go there where you don't need any hug you don't need any love

And life would be a straight road without any curve

I wanna go there where you really don’t have any relation

I think that place would be God's most beautiful creation

I accept I am defeated by my life and wanna go out of here

But I am bounded with all above things and I can’t do dare

I see here & there and feel everything is fake

Feelings, happiness and smiles are just for sake

Still i am running in lives race; don't know what I am and what I am doing

Alone in this world with worthless emotions my life is going and going