Sometimes i wish...

Well this poem is written for my grandma who is no more with us for more then a year now. Sometimes missing someone makes them realize the true value of a person. 


Sometimes i wish...
You were never gone
So far from this world
Giving tears in so many eyes
Making them alone forever

Sometimes i wish...
You were still here
Laughing with all of us in good times and bad
Scolding us with love as the way you used to do
Telling me how much you love to me

Sometimes i wish...
I could show the girl i chosen
The one you always asked me for
And can see shine in your eyes
And a proudy yes to approve the girl

Sometimes i wish...
To feel you back in life for real
And not just in dreams you come
To talk with you for hours and hours
To feel the love you gave us your whole life

Sometimes i wish...
That i could speak to you for one more time
Just one last time
To hug you tight and take blessings from you
To tell you how much i love you
And how much you meant to me

Sometimes i wish...
I could roll time back
Not for good things
Not for bad things
But just for you.
Just for you.

Love you...

Each day i open my eyes

Each day i close my eyes

All i can think about is you

In each blink of my eyes

All i can see is you...Smiling at me as you always do

I wanna make you happy

I wanna make you feel the love of you life

Which will never fade

Doesn't matter how old you grow, or how old i grow

Sometimes in life you might feel a little space between us

A little shout or a little fight

I could be wrong sometimes

Or you could also be

But all i know is you love me and i love you

You trust me and i trust you

And so nothing in this world will keep us apart

Even there is, i know we will shut that off

Even though there is nothing in this world that lasts forever

But there is love which breaks the chain

A lots of love for you my dear

A lots of love for you

I love you and will always do ...

Missing you :(

There are times when i miss you a lot
I remember all the time i spent with you
When i close my eyes and see you face smiling at me
Afraid of opening my eyes as i know you would not be there

If you think i don't love you
Or i don't have time for you
Someday when no is around
Meet my pillow which carries a lot of secrets

I ran for you, I fought for you
And finally when i reached to you
All i saw is your back
Saying me a little word "BYE"

Even though i smile a lot
Sometimes my heart aches too
Even though i never complain anything
But i could have complains too

I wish you were here to talk with me
To understand me, To make me stop crying
To hug me and Make me feel
That you will never leave me alone EVER!! :(

Happy New Year :)

Years come and years go
short spans of time lined in row
one ends and another begins
All we do is look back and see what went wrong
Keep new resolutions for another year

As life goes on with seconds and breaths
All we know we have today...
to live to celebrate to fall in love to cheer
to earn to spend to fight to hate to cry

May you live all of your today with all you want today for another year and year
Happy New Year to all my readers and friends. Keep smiling and stay tuned.

It's you :)

When i came to you

i felt the shelter

i felt the rest

i found the peace

I find no other

Who can fill in your shoes

No money no person nothing else

And the best thing i know is

You are always with me

Doesn’t matter

How far i am

How poor i am

Or how sick i am

I know i can always count on you

It's you who loved me since you saw me

It’s you to whom i owe my whole life

It’s you

"My family" :)

एक तस्वीर

आज आइना देखा तो एक तस्वीर नजर आई 

एक अनजाना चेहरा जो कभी जाना पहचाना सा था

वो रास्ते जिन पर कभी चलने का सोचा ही नहीं 

आज उन रास्तो से क्यूँ दोस्ताना सा था

जूठे चेहरों से भरी धुंधली सी जिंदगी 

हर दर्द पर यूँ हंसती हुई जिंदगी 

हर पल जब यूँ बोझिल सा हो उठा 

याद आया की ये इंसान भी कभी मस्ताना सा था 

Too scared and will always be…

I don't know what I felt

I don’t know why my heart melts

The first site of yours

Made my heartbeat crazy

And I got stuck with my life

Don’t know how come you meant everything to me

All it takes is hearing your name… a picture of yours

To make me fall in love again and again

To keep dreaming about you …about us

You talked to me was just a fluke

Loneliness with a broken heart was just a sequence

My tears never make much sound or you were too far to hear

Don’t know how I could continue

 How could I get the new life

Seeing you remind me you aren’t mine

But I will wipe you out of my heart

Trying this is the best I can

I will open my eyes again

Open my mind again

A new smile on my face

Just can’t open my heart again

Because I am too scared and will always be…

यही जिंदगी है ....

जब कुछ सपने यूँ झटके से टूटे

जो थे अपने जब वही निकले झूठे 

जब अरमानो की लाश को खुद आग दी

तब अहसास हुआ यही जिंदगी है

कभी दुसरो की खातिर कभी अपनों की खातिर

झूठी मुस्कराहट बिखेरते बिखेरते 

दिखा दर्पण जब एक दिन

अहसास आया यही जिंदगी है

बहुत हस लिए जब दूसरो पर 

खुदको जब देखा एक दिन 

और फूट फूट कर रोया

खुदको समझाया यही जिंदगी है

जब खूब दौड़ कर भी वो ना कर सके हासिल

जो पाना था बहुत पीछे रह गया

जहा देखने पर सक धुंधला नजर आता है

अहसास हुआ यही जिंदगी है

रोते हुए चेहरे पर जब पड़ी खुशिओ की चमक

पहली बार जिंदगी का अहसास लिया 

और खुशिया देने वाले ने जब कीमत मांग ली

अहसास हुआ यही जिंदगी है 

हर तरफ लगे हैं मेले ....

हर तरफ लगे हैं मेले 

बस खुशिओ का समां है

आज देखा हर तरफ

मेरा भारत जवा है

निकला जब लोगो का काफिला

तिरंगे को लेकर

आज देखा देशप्रेम का

असली जज्बा यहाँ है

ना जात पात का नाटक

ना दिलो में दूरिया हैं

आज देखो भारत की

सच्ची एकता यहाँ हैं

बीस साल बाद फिर से 

एक तूफ़ान आया है

विश्व-कप जीत कर भारत ने 

दुनिया भर में तिरंगा फेहराया है 

आज सारी रात बस जश्न की रात है

क्रिकेट का भगवान् सचिन हमारे साथ है

चलो मिल कर करते हैं जश्न

आज जश्न में पूरा वतन हमारे साथ है 

Why when i know all...

Why I wait for you, every time

Why I die, to hear your voice 

Why I always want to make u mine

When I know the truth, we are different like water and wine

I know all we will be never be one

I don’t know why this thought always comes

 I don’t know that I belong to you or not 

The only thing I will say forget me not

We will be friends till the end of life

That relation would be pure as divine

With filling each other's heart with beautiful smile J

एक अदनी सी जिंदगी ...

एक अदनी सी जिंदगी जिसमें हर और ख्वाहिशें कुचली जाती हैं

रौशनी की किरणें भी क्यों धकेल कर अँधेरे में ही ले जातीं हैं

जब होना न था तुम्हे पूरा तो क्यों तमन्ना जाग उठी

पल दो पल की खुशियाँ दे फिर दर्द की राग उठी

मुझे ऐ जिंदगी मेरा कुसूर बता दे

मोहब्बत न हो कभी इतना गुरूर दिला दे

या तो मुझे जीने ही न दे

या फिर ऐसे जीने की उसूल सिखा दे ||

I won't cry

When I see back I see it blank
The hope which was struggling is finally dead
Forgetting you so soon is very hard
To stop my tears there is no guard
But this time I won’t break
For my own sake ... I won’t cry

I would be happy if you were mine
Life would have been full of rhyme
But here I am alone
Just in sentence of my crime
But this time I won’t break
For my own sake ... I won’t cry

I lost you...

Yesterday night while seeing your pictures

I thought if I could hold you tight

Wanted real presence of yours

Which I could catch in my sight

A silent tear rolled out of my eyes

And I realised … I lost you

Regret is the only feeling which I feel everyday

Feelings which I have are not easy to say

The only thing I know I didn’t deserve this pain

I had something real which is flowing in my vein

My heart you took and broke it badly

Something which hurt me so deadly

I looked at your smiling face, tried out find out why

It was all I could do, to not to begin cry

While sleeping if look at the sky

I could make your picture and feel like cry

On bed I thought who is my best buddy?

Who do I love the most?

And I realised … I lost you

Feeling this much pain

Thought someone I could have

Who could feel me, make me laugh and smile

Walk with me for a longer mile

And I realised … I lost you

Death is the only way...

Seeing you going far from me..

Unexpressed pain...make me feel

I was never born to be loved..

Alone on the path

Just for sake of life

Unloved emotionless life just going on

Who will give everything just to quench the thirst of a real smile

The only wish of life which remained in heart

If you could ever understand my love

Even just for few moments

But the smile on your face

Makes me feel

You don’t need me…

And the time makes me realised…

That death is the only way…

I miss old days...

I miss old days….

When everything was so easy

When we used to go for outings and never had a camera

Those fights to come in middle of picture

When rs 500 were enough to have a grand party

I miss old days…

When except exams there were no more tensions

When for a party we used to eat someone’s mind

When we jumped on each other within a single peg

When love was just another joke…

I miss old days…

When an 80cc bike was no lesser than hayabusa

When computer was only for movies and songs

When girls were just in late night discussions

When party meant to be whole night masti…

I never thought this day will come

So many cameras but none to fight

So many parties but no fun

So many friends but no one for you

I miss old days….when we lived the life…

Because I love you...

Flawless tears ..with extreme pain..

Driving me somewhere…

Where I never wanted to be

I know I tried hard

May be I am not good at all

Or you are not supposed to be with me

But I really can’t help, Because I love you…

And there is a little heart

That is seriously hurt

And when each beat of it echo’s your name

It makes my brain restless

Seems like you reside in here

Tried every way to forget you

But I really can’t help, Because I love you…

If I give you a smile

You might think I am happy

The day you will feel the pain behind that

I believe you will be with me forever 

Just waiting for that day

I know you will understand one day

Because I love you...

Let it be…!!

And I met you once again

May be the last time…

With all my smile and excitement

To capture your smiling face in my eyes forever

To record your voice and to hear echo’s of it in my mind

To feel you always near...

Time always go little fast with you

Knowing that this is the last time

I wasn’t able to say something

And finally thought…. Let it be…!!

 Seeing you always makes my day

You can’t even imagine what you are

For someone who love’s you

But anyway…. Let it be…!!

Though I am not much expressive

I wish you could have seen something

In my eyes, at my face…in my heart

I heard love doesn’t need words...

But its ok…. Let it be..!!

The only thing I know is I am happy…because you are happy

Life will just go on…. Let it be..!! 

सुलगती हुई जिंदगी...

This poem is dedicated to all Smokers.....

धीरे से सुलगती हुई जब साँसों में तू जाती है
लगता है ऐसे जैसे जन्मो की प्यास बुझाती है
हर मुश्किल हर परेशानी में बस याद तेरी ही आती है
ना मिले तू तो जैसे जान पर बन आती है

हम हर मिनट हर लम्हा बस तुझे ही सुलगाते रहे
अपनी ही जिंदगी को यू धुए में उड़ाते रहे
जानते है जिंदगी घट रही है हर कश के साथ
फिर भी हर कश के बाद ना जाने क्यों मुस्कुराते रहे

आज हम हैं यहाँ इस बिस्तर पर मौत के इंतज़ार में
सोचते है क्यों पड़े इस धुए के प्यार में
जब जानते थे की मिल रही है मौत हमे उपहार में
अब बंद किया है ढूंढना जीत अपनी हर एक हार में
अब बंद किया है ढूंढना जीत अपनी हर एक हार में||

Smoking kills!!!!! ...Mind it!!

Just give me your love...

Slowly you are moving out of my world

Leaving me alone to feel the curse

With all those moments all those memories

I can just see you going so far

Feels like I stuck somewhere

Pushing my life to be on track

Asking you to give my heart back

And I am sorry for all interfere

I know it is very hard for you

But there is easy way too

Just give me your love and smile for me

Just give me your love and smile for me

जंग...

यह कविता एक सैनिक के दिल का हाल बताती है|

जंग से पहले ......

जिंदगी की डोर को हाथ में ले उससे पतंग की तरेह उड़ाते रहे
कभी कांटो में उलझाया तो कभी हवा में झुलाते रहे
जूनून था सर पर कुछ कर गुजर जाने का
इस तमन्ना की खातिर बस खुदको अजमाते रहे

तंग हो गए जब आग की लपटों से
झूठे वादे और इन आतंकी कपटीयों से
आज हमने फिर बन्दूक उठाई है
दुश्मन छुप ले जहाँ छुपना है
आज तुझे लेने तेरी मौत आई है||

और जब जंग जीत जाते हैं ...........

सोचा था शान्ति होगी इस जंग के बाद
अमन का पैगाम आएगा कुछ चीखों के बाद
पर चिराग लेकर अब हम लाशें ढूँढा करते हैं
नफरत दुश्मन से नहीं अब अपने आप से किया करते हैं

अब हर और बर्बादी का मंजर नज़र आता है
हर इंसान के हाथ में एक खंजर नज़र आता है
कहा करते थे ये धरती माँ है हमारी
आज हर कतरा इसका बंजर नज़र आता है
बस हर और बर्बादी का मंजर नज़र आता है||