Missing you :( :(

Sitting lonely at the chair...Thinking about the past

Thinking about you...Thinking about my wish...will that come true?

It’s been a short time I met with you...it’s been a short time I talk with you

It’s been a short time I saw you...but that’s my heart knows how long it is for me

I open my cell and your name comes up there...though I was trying to do something else

I open my mouth to speak and your name comes at my tongue...though I was trying to speak something else

And that time I feel...How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Every time I open my system...I wanna see your picture...though I don’t have any...

I want you more and more, close and close...just hoping you won't deny

Whenever my eyelashes meet...they create your picture smiling at a beautiful site

I become so happy...my face glows and glows....and I feel like a kite

And that time I feel...How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Whenever we are apart...I wish you could see my heart

But I keep telling my heart...no worries our soles are not apart

I know we will meet very soon...your memories are just feeding the spoon

But deep in my heart...I feel sounds calling you...and all loneliness without you

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Without you I see myself as a body without soul....and life looks likes as an empty bowl

Without you I feel like i am standing in the hell....and you are the one for whom I yell

Without you there is no meaning of my smile, feelings and happiness…

My life looks like crap and whole things there like mess...

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

I remember the time you spent with me...My smile gets broader and broader

I have belief at god...though he tests me harder and harder

I miss you that much I don't have words to say...I believe both of us will be together one day

More I think of you...More I weep…More I think of you…You enter more deep

And that time I feel…How much I want you...how much I love you...& how much I miss you

Sitting lonely at the chair...Thinking about the past

Thinking about you...Thinking about my wish...will that come true?

Oh...My sweet Home..!!

Oh my sweet home I am missing you too much, I see people going home and my heart goes down

I remember all those sweet and precious moments I had there, I never thought while leaving i will miss you this much here

You have nothing special to be admired...Just a place to stay with family

But it is the place where I spent my whole life, shared all the bad and good time with you

I remember the fights I had with my siblings...and you were the best one among all buildings

Though roofs were leaking under heavy rain...But you never brought me loneliness and pain

I think of you and my grand-mom comes in my mind....and I remember no one will be anywhere so kind

The place where someone was giving me bed tea's ...and each of my silly demand was making them tease

We played almost all the games... I remember our funny activities and silly aims

Feeling there the fresh air there in my vain...I don’t know when I will come there to feel it again

It was very good to run for catching a kite...and roaming here and there in dark when there was no light

I admit I participated in all games of dolls...and we jumped high walls to find our lost balls

I still have the taste of grandma's cooking... All things were so tasty and we were never boozing

I loved you so much that I never wanted to leave you even for going school...because home was the only place where I can rule

There is no place like you...where some one feels like so true...

Where someone can have the real rest....among all the places I visited you are the best

Now to reach to my home is not so ease...but that place really brings me the real peace

oh my sweet home there is no place like you....Oh my sweet home there is no place like you

I wanna come back so soon....I wanna come back so soon!!

Oh my sweet home I am missing you too much, I see people going home and my heart goes down

I remember all those sweet and precious moments I had there, I never thought while leaving i will miss you this much here

My Elegant Friend :)

Oh my elegant friend your smile is so sweet

Every time I think of you and I wanna meet

You are the most beautiful girl in my world

You always look me like independent bird

I see your face and there is a different grace

You have the beautiful nature that no one can trace

My face is full of gladness when I talk to you

I just think of you and my poem comes out of the flue

I bet you are the one with I can everything share

I would lie to you that would be very rare

Everything you think always has a deep meaning

And you are so sweet, to talk with you I don't need any tuning

You smile, you laugh and whatever you talk

Whatever you speak I always wanna hark

For looking beautiful you don’t need any season

For explaining these things about you I don't have any reason

You have so many things that you only own

The one I can write about is you are alone

You are the only gorgeous who never pretend

To stay happy in my life I just need your hand

Oh my elegant friend your smile is so sweet

Every time I think of you and I wanna meet

I wanna go....

I wanna go there where are no dreams to dream

Everything is planned an you have to act like a machine

I wanna go there where is no trust and no care

Whatever get break anyone could repair

I wanna go there where is no word like expectation

And for getting release of your tension you don’t need meditation

I wanna go there where is no happiness and no sorrows

You don't have anyone with you, not even your shadows

I wanna go there where you don't have any freedom don't have any passion

You won’t get hurt and you won’t have any expression

I wanna go there where are no smiles and no tears

No one have enemies and no one have dears

I wanna go there where no one can see your tear

You can weep easily and no one comes near

I wanna go there where you don't need any hug you don't need any love

And life would be a straight road without any curve

I wanna go there where you really don’t have any relation

I think that place would be God's most beautiful creation

I accept I am defeated by my life and wanna go out of here

But I am bounded with all above things and I can’t do dare

I see here & there and feel everything is fake

Feelings, happiness and smiles are just for sake

Still i am running in lives race; don't know what I am and what I am doing

Alone in this world with worthless emotions my life is going and going

Feel my feelings....

Every time you break my heart
I think my emotions have really now worth
I wanna dry my tears with dirt
And feel you are the only one i loved since my birth


I never believed in love before i met you
But you changed my thoughts that i bet you
You filled my life with so many dreams
And with out you my life has really no means


You hurt me when i have so much to say
Feelings are by heart but every-time my eyes have to pay
Every-time you go out of my reach
I think life got so many lessons which it is trying to teach
And i feel stronger in my heart
And i decide i will not give-up until unless to be loved


One day will come full of sunshine
That day you will accept me and become mine
Am waiting for that with open eyes
Waiting for my number in gods dice
Feel my feelings which are on extreme
Sleeping with wet eyes and keeping the dream

You are in my soul....

Lying on the bed I am thinking about you

I close my eyes and you are there in blue

I can’t sleep I can’t eat and I can’t even think

What did you do me give me some clue

Every time I see you’re smiling face

It just fills my day with colors and grace

You are there in my messenger; I can’t tell how eagerly I wait for you

And when I chat with you, No matter how much work I have to do

I wanna keep chat for hours and hours, days and days

No matter my manager throwing me in invisible bays

That is you for whom god gifted me this life

If you’ll love me that would be my lives pride

I keep calling you everyday every night and you don’t pick my call for even saying Hi

I wait till whiteness is completely covered by black

You never call me back or message me and everything goes DRY

It brings me few tears and makes my soul cry

After long time you give me a call and say formally Hi

I still feel happy and keep listening to you

But deep in my heart I wanna say it hurts my heart

My feeling making me mad and my body is restless and am slowly moving towards die

I called you today I called you yesterday and you didn’t even reply

Before I start cry I have decided it was my last try

You are in my soul I can’t even lie

You are in my soul I can’t even die

Lying on the bed I am thinking about you

I close my eyes and you are there in blue

LIE....The Ultimate Truth !!

Often we complain why people don’t converse truth. Anytime someone speaks anything to me, you or anyone. Definitely listener's anticipation is everything should be truth. If I say exactly, it’s not possible.

And explanation is simple “None Dares To Speak Truth!!!”

Here you are reading this post; I don’t know what exactly you are thinking about it. Whatever is that is exactly the only truth which never comes out. You may admire this post or any other one in front of me or in the comment area but actually you may think why the hell this guy write all this bull shit and asks us again and again to go through it :(

We have so many friends, we meet so many people around and we talk with everyone. Every time we speak with anyone it won't be the truth, every-time it won't be lie too but it must be having some shade of it.

A guy talking to his girlfriend, Mom's call waiting on cell, Guy picks the call and says he was talking to his friend. If he speaks truth, he is gone.

A Girl talking to her Boyfriend another cell rings and Boyfriend2 is on line. The question being asked to girl was- were you busy honey? Reply- No I was thinking about you. If she speaks truth, she is gone.

A manager comes to a guy and questions have you completed you work? Answer- About to complete. Guy thinks I didn't even start it yet. If he speaks truth, he is gone.

A guy loves a girl and girl doesn’t believe in such foolish things. One fine day girl asks she heard some roamers all around that people are treating them as girlfriend and boyfriend!!! Do you think the same? Guy who has the same feeling in deep heart but refuses it and says No, I think we are better being good friends. He knows if he speaks truth, he is gone. Girl says - Yeah I knew it, at least you understand me :)

Why people speak so much of lie??

They LIE to make things healthier. They LIE to make things smoother. They LIE to live. They LIE to make everything possible what they want to make. They LIE to achieve things. They LIE because they are not selfish. This is the "LIE" which is running this cruel world. This is the "LIE" which made things beautiful.

You might be thinking I am wrong but deep in you own heart you can see an image of a liar [please correct me if I am wrong] the world can’t go without LIE's.

Many would not agree to support above thought. I know it. If you don’t support it, just spend one day without speaking even a single lie. Just speak whatever hits your mind first towards anything to anyone and that would be the truth. And I can bet with you either you have to be speechless whole day or you will never dare to speak truth.

What i see is LIE is sometimes better then truth. I don’t know weather it is my negativity which always pulls me towards LIE or it is the positivity lies under LIE.

I know LIE is not good and Truth is the ultimate thing, which needs dare to speak and face. If you got the dare just speak it.

I don't speak much of LIE. But I know one day I will speak only truth to all my loved once. What I have in my heart. Just gathering the positive energy for that....

But guys I am not a liar :)